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Dear Family, My belove wife Paula died in my arms the day after [oct27]
I returned home from Penang. We spent a very warm evening together,
next day she went to work,called me to say she felt dizzy.I told her pull
over the car and i got my son to run me there.[a few miles] She seemed
fine and i asked her what she felt.Then i saw a darkness come over her
and i called 911. I cleared her airway, but she was taken so fast, so fast.
I performed cpr till paramedics came and took over but i could feel she
was gone. I could feel what i can only refer to as 'death space' overtaking
her from feet up.......The hospital personnell were kind and allowed me to
stay with her body for hours.I recited mantras and even contacted her
soul.My children also were there holding a loving field in spite of how
heartbroken we all are.Some hours later I could feel the leaving of the
body had taken place and said my last goodbye to her body.
I ask for your blessings now dear family, her name is Paula Voshell , she
is 51yrs old and it is my deepest wish for her to know the peace that
eluded her while she lived...She had deep issues and always thought she
was fine, yet i could feel her suffering....Please send her your blessings
I wish for her to know the peace that surpasses all understanding....I've
been granted an amazing clarity that courses through me, and allows me
to be very focused on her,just being there for her in this transition...Each
time the negativety of the ego mind tries to tie my consiousness up in
knots it blows it away with a blast of powerful clarity.I can truly feel my
love and sadness, strength and sorrow.And i can be here for her.Focused
on supporting her as she journeys.I am thankful to have you all to turn to.
In Mourning , Gusty
I returned home from Penang. We spent a very warm evening together,
next day she went to work,called me to say she felt dizzy.I told her pull
over the car and i got my son to run me there.[a few miles] She seemed
fine and i asked her what she felt.Then i saw a darkness come over her
and i called 911. I cleared her airway, but she was taken so fast, so fast.
I performed cpr till paramedics came and took over but i could feel she
was gone. I could feel what i can only refer to as 'death space' overtaking
her from feet up.......The hospital personnell were kind and allowed me to
stay with her body for hours.I recited mantras and even contacted her
soul.My children also were there holding a loving field in spite of how
heartbroken we all are.Some hours later I could feel the leaving of the
body had taken place and said my last goodbye to her body.
I ask for your blessings now dear family, her name is Paula Voshell , she
is 51yrs old and it is my deepest wish for her to know the peace that
eluded her while she lived...She had deep issues and always thought she
was fine, yet i could feel her suffering....Please send her your blessings
I wish for her to know the peace that surpasses all understanding....I've
been granted an amazing clarity that courses through me, and allows me
to be very focused on her,just being there for her in this transition...Each
time the negativety of the ego mind tries to tie my consiousness up in
knots it blows it away with a blast of powerful clarity.I can truly feel my
love and sadness, strength and sorrow.And i can be here for her.Focused
on supporting her as she journeys.I am thankful to have you all to turn to.
In Mourning , Gusty
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