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I had a slightly unsettling experience last night and I'm not sure whether or not it was real. I'm also unsure if it is alright to start a new thread despite there already being threads on nightmares and ghosts As this experience could be related to nightmares, ghosts, neither or both
It was a cold winters night...
and I'd had a great training session, I felt buzzing with energy afterwards, almost like I had to much energy. Anyway I think this experience must have been at about 3 or 4 in the morning though thats just a guess. I'm afraid this might sound a little weird however I "awoke" to find myself being leered at by a crazy semi transparent 'being' standing right next to my bed. I could 'see' him and 'leer' is the only word that comes to mind as to what he was doing. Though he was the only one I could see I'm could sense others around me. I tried to move and found that I was completely paralysed. It felt like this 'being' wanted something of mine. I started to panic and despite not being a Christian I called out to Jesus for help. I immedietly "awoke" again this time i could see no one though I could still vaguely sense a presence. I was still very afraid though no longer paralysed and i started asking for Guan Yin's protection and silently chanting her mantra (Om Mani Padme Hum) repeatedly. I think I also mentally told them about the Pure Land and asked for Amitabha Buddha to help guide them there. This is my last memory of the event, though I have a vague recollection of having some strange dreams afterwords.
Ordinarily I would assume this was a nightmare however I can remember it so well! I almost felt as if I had left my body in the night, though I have no previous experience of this with which to compare it. Another factor which makes me wonder is that I have had a previous experience of ghosts since joining Shaolin Wahnam, where I could sense two near me when trying to practice. I became so fearful that I was unable to practice at night for a few days. However with Sifu's(Jordan) guidance, Sukhavati, and Guan Yin's help I was able to help them (I think) by praying to Guan Yin and reading them the Heart Sutra. That experience however was very different in that I couldnt actually 'see' anything.
I understand that many students have had similar experiences and I will be sure not to dwell on or to become attached to this. However I think sharing this will help me to let go of it and was wondering if anyone had any advice, hopefully along the lines of "very good carry on"
Thankyou for your time spent reading this!
Nick Jones
Namo Amitabha Buddha Namo Amitabha Buddha
I had a slightly unsettling experience last night and I'm not sure whether or not it was real. I'm also unsure if it is alright to start a new thread despite there already being threads on nightmares and ghosts As this experience could be related to nightmares, ghosts, neither or both
It was a cold winters night...
and I'd had a great training session, I felt buzzing with energy afterwards, almost like I had to much energy. Anyway I think this experience must have been at about 3 or 4 in the morning though thats just a guess. I'm afraid this might sound a little weird however I "awoke" to find myself being leered at by a crazy semi transparent 'being' standing right next to my bed. I could 'see' him and 'leer' is the only word that comes to mind as to what he was doing. Though he was the only one I could see I'm could sense others around me. I tried to move and found that I was completely paralysed. It felt like this 'being' wanted something of mine. I started to panic and despite not being a Christian I called out to Jesus for help. I immedietly "awoke" again this time i could see no one though I could still vaguely sense a presence. I was still very afraid though no longer paralysed and i started asking for Guan Yin's protection and silently chanting her mantra (Om Mani Padme Hum) repeatedly. I think I also mentally told them about the Pure Land and asked for Amitabha Buddha to help guide them there. This is my last memory of the event, though I have a vague recollection of having some strange dreams afterwords.Ordinarily I would assume this was a nightmare however I can remember it so well! I almost felt as if I had left my body in the night, though I have no previous experience of this with which to compare it. Another factor which makes me wonder is that I have had a previous experience of ghosts since joining Shaolin Wahnam, where I could sense two near me when trying to practice. I became so fearful that I was unable to practice at night for a few days. However with Sifu's(Jordan) guidance, Sukhavati, and Guan Yin's help I was able to help them (I think) by praying to Guan Yin and reading them the Heart Sutra. That experience however was very different in that I couldnt actually 'see' anything.
I understand that many students have had similar experiences and I will be sure not to dwell on or to become attached to this. However I think sharing this will help me to let go of it and was wondering if anyone had any advice, hopefully along the lines of "very good carry on"
Thankyou for your time spent reading this!
Nick Jones
Namo Amitabha Buddha Namo Amitabha Buddha

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