Hello everyone.
This post is going to be very long so I would be grateful for someone to read it.
I am going to describe my situation in depth for more precise answers and understanding, so thank you to anyone who reads it
My name is Brad and I live in the bay area, Ca. I was first introduced to meditation by my father who told me to buy a book. I practiced half heartedly for a while and gave it up. I then began interest in asian arts. Without any knowledge of chi kung, I bought a tape called falun gong and practiced it on and off for around 6 months. Well, i didn't practice it correctly and practiced it under the influence at times as well. I must have done everything wrong in the chi kung book, before learning more about it. At first I had no real troubles with the chi kung and even felt good. But mixing it with drugs was terrible, and practicing things recklessly was wrong too. I didn't know (and still hardly know) anything about true kung fu and chi kung, and learned stuff from kung fu movies. I would bang my arms on metal poles and cement poles thinking I was doing "good training". Well, in addition to all this, my older brother (father figure, since parents were divorced) was a gang member and repeatedly lost his mind and was suicidal quite a few times. As well I was shipped to the mountains by my mom during the summer of my junior year after a fight with some gang members. It was heart shattering, on top of all the drama gone through with my brother, to not finish senior year with all my friends and teamates (football and baseball). It was during the mountains that I started Falun Gong. Well, the drugs, drama, and chi kung created a terrible situation for me. I was not level headed at all. I read Master Wong's books on shaolin kung fu and Questions and answers and felt very fearful. Such words as "Serious Internal Damage" jumped out of the page like a wild tiger. I had never known one could seriously hurt themselves through wrong chi kung practice. The next year and a half were sooooo bad. Mental problems were faced as well as serious physical problems such as hyperventalating. Insomnia, anxiety, sucidal thoughts, depression, lack of confidence, maybe even mild schizophrenia along with constant fear made life quite miserable. Well I quit all drugs, gangs, bad living, chi kung (mostly though i tried a few here and there) and started doing stretches from Ohashi's book of oriental diagnosis to help regulate the meridians. I found the stretches helped even if they were just a placebo (which I don't think they were). I started getting much better due to lifestyle chang and started learning about all kinds of healing modalities (out of need for healing... lol..). I found a shaman in california who performed a shamanic healing for me and found myself getting better and better and better. I also read some books on the power of positive thinking and especially books by Dr. Serge King on the use of the mind for good health. I now (2 and a half years after starting falun gong) Feel like a million bucks compared to what i was like a year ago, but still can get much better I know. I am working and going to school and actually have learned a whole lot from this whole experience and am not completely regretful for what I had done to myself. I am hoping to find a good acupuncturist/t.c.m. doctor to go to for further health treatments. My life is much more wholesome and positive than it was before I even started abusing drugs some 3-4 years ago! And for this I am grateful. So, luckily, I have come out on top, but I still have alot of fear, and many questions, regarding chi kung that, if answered, I feel would benefit many people. So Thanks for reading this far and here are the questions!
1. What are the safest/lowest risk methods of chi kung/internal exercises. Which can be learned from books. In regards to this question I will bring up Dr. Stephen T. Changs book "The Complete System of Self Healing - Internal Exercises" I mention this book because his other book, "The Complete Book of Acupuncture" is a standard text book for many T.C.M. schools. In his internal exercises book he gives many exercises, including advanced ones. I am curious if the lower/intermediate exercises are safe to practice while learned from a book. Such exercises as rubbing your arms and legs along meridian paths, clicking the teeth, swishing saliva and swallowing, heating and massaging the kidneys with your hands, tightening the abdomen while exhaling to loose excess weight, circular rubbing the abdomen and other such lower level exercises.
2. Is acupressure a form of Chi Kung, and what, if any, dangers or risks are involved in practicing acupressure? Can certain acupressure teqniques be learned from a book?
3. Does everyone's energetic/chi makeup follow set principles and patterns (such as how everyone's body's have set principles and patterns within the bone structure, organ makeup, nervous system etc.) What books or references are recommend that explain this energetic makeup. Basically are the principles in Chi Kung universal amongst all humans (for the most part), or are they a set of patterns to be developed and someone didn't know anything of them would they not have dan tians, and meridians?
4. What is the difference between chakras and dan tians? Which system is correct, the hindu or the chinese (nadi's and chakras vs. meridians and dan tians), or are they very similar? I feel these questions, if answered, could unify a universal human energetic make up that may one day be adopted by western medicine to help all humans around the world heal much easier, though I know this is a very lofty thought/hope.
5. What are the internal "happenings" that cause internal damage from qigong (we talking blockages of chi, popped blood vessels, ulcers?? etc.)? How does one correct this?
6. How does chi kung and acupuncture relate to ones own beliefs? If someone does not believe in chi kung or acupuncture, will it still have an effect on them? I have some personal experience related to this. I have noticed that the only time i fear chi kung damage has been done to me is when I THINK ABOUT IT! whenever I don't think about chi kung damage, it is as if I do not have any! but when i start thinking about it, then I feel some fear come along, maybe a bit floaty, and maybe even create some damage. It is only a theory, and I am not speaking of ultimadoms (spelling??) but i certainly have noticed the difference between thinking of chi kung damage and thinking keeping my mind on something totally nuetral like pizza or sports. Also, In Dr. Kings books (i am not quoting, but only recounting what i remember) I remember him saying all organic disorders are the physical manifestation of long term tension. And he states that all tension can be corrected by changing the beliefs/thinking patterns that created the tension. Now this is where it gets interesting. In Dr. Stephen T. Changs book of internal healing he mentions that the daoists didn't worry much about psycological problems saying that correcting the Chi flow will correct the psycological problem!! So according to both of them, tension = disturbed chi flow and to remove tension/disturbed chi flow = GREAT HEALTH! I know i don't know much about this, but this makes some sense to me. So, recap, How do beliefs/thinking relate to the power of chi kung/acupuncture working?
7. Can certain forms of qigong Cure (instead of reate) mental illness such as schiztophrenia, depression, and anxiety? If so, which ones help, and could mental hospitals use chi kung to save lives of those suffering on drugs and meds? I actually learned that certain shamanic healing methods can cure schiztophrenia, without meds or drugs.
8. I've heard that stretching can help balance meridians and chi. I read this in Ohashi's book of oriental diagnosis. Is this true, and is this why many western athletes and fitness practitioners ensure good health, sound mind, and long life even though they do not practice internal exercises such as qigong?
9. In B.K. Frantzis book "Opening the Energy Gates" or something like that, he says all the exercises in his book are the safest methods with the lowest risk. He gives a form of Zhang Zhuan or standing meditation as his first exercise, in a set that builds on previous chi kung exercises. He says to practice these in a sequence; in their correct order. Well a few exercises later he gives a torso twisting exercise that is found in SO many regular physical fitness/martial arts regimins. I was surprised because, according to his book, this exercise isn't supposed to be practiced until learining a Zhang Zhuan and others first. I was further surprised when I remembered Sifu Wong's book on shaolin kung fu, stating zhang zhuan was a very powerful exercise (and i believe he said it could cause internal damage) and here is master B.K. Frantzis giving it in a book as the first practice! EVEN MORE SURPRISING is when i read Dr. Stephen T. Changs book on internal self healing speaking on focusing the mind on the dan tians, saying that, and here i will quote, (about focusing the mind on one of the dan tians) "once you are able to feel heat, discontinue and forget the exercise. You have succeeded in accomplishing this difficult exercise, and you may apply your concentrative abilities to other areas of your life." - jog along further down the page- "But once you feel that heat, you should forget about the exercise. Continuing to do the exercise to experience the sensations can cause serious damages." Wow. Reading Sifu's Book on Shaolin Kung Fu, on zhang zhuan, he says to stand in horse stance and FOCUS THE MIND ON THE LOWER DAN TIAN (maybe not in those words). These are three very reputable chi kung masters with, what seems to me, three conflicting ideas. Who am I supposed to believe? Or am I looking at the situation wrong? Any clarification or advice would be greatly appreciated.
10. What are some examples of things people do naturally that balance, center, ground, and or strengthen chi flow? (swimming, walking on the beach, eating fresh fruits, hiking in nature, prayer etc.) To what extent can these types of things do in place of chi kung? What effect do they have on the energetic makeup? I don't believe jesus formally mentioned chi kung teqniques, yet reached a very high level of spirituality due to good morals and actions, or at least i think. This may be an example, good morals and actions, of things to do to help chi flow.
Well, I have given up on kung fu and chi kung -for now, until i learn more about it- because i feel its too dangerous and do not want to suffer from "serious damages" or "disintegrate into evil". I have chosen good ol' western boxing, diet, exercise, and positive thinking for now and hopefully acupuncture and herbs in the future. I would love some clarification on this subject but I, personally, am fine if I get none. I am more concerned with the american public getting answers to these questions, especially chi kung and martial arts practicioners. I just hope that someday there will be some qualified chi kung masters in the united states that form a clinic or something for those with chi kung "deviations", as for guys like us who know only what we read on the video tape, we have no chi kung masters to go to. And this is very disheartening. I also hope that someone will come up and put an end to all these chi kung/tai chi tapes and books that can so easily be bought and practiced without ever knowing how dangerous they can be. Maybe an episode on larry king live or 60 minutes talking of the responsibilities people need to take before buying one of these books or tapes. I had a book by mantak chia a while ago and gave it to my tae kwon do buddy in exchange for a pocket bible. This was before I knew of the powers of chi kung. The next time i saw him was in the psych ward at sequia hospital and i learned he had a history of mental illness. I am afraid the teqniques in the book elevated his previous problem. I have not heard from him since that time (couple days interval). I'm beginning to think that maybe lots of this stuff should have been kept secret, like they sometimes do in the movies. I know that there is much more good that comes from chi kung, but at the same time I wonder if it is worth it, considering the risks involved.
If anyone wants to help, I would be grateful to team up with some chi kung teachers to help spread the word of safety and understanding regarding chi kung amongst westerners. I have done advertising before and I actually have good communication skills now that I am healthy. I also know quite a lot of people in the bay area and would be willing to WORK to get something going. If anyone is interested let me know.
This post is going to be very long so I would be grateful for someone to read it.
I am going to describe my situation in depth for more precise answers and understanding, so thank you to anyone who reads it
My name is Brad and I live in the bay area, Ca. I was first introduced to meditation by my father who told me to buy a book. I practiced half heartedly for a while and gave it up. I then began interest in asian arts. Without any knowledge of chi kung, I bought a tape called falun gong and practiced it on and off for around 6 months. Well, i didn't practice it correctly and practiced it under the influence at times as well. I must have done everything wrong in the chi kung book, before learning more about it. At first I had no real troubles with the chi kung and even felt good. But mixing it with drugs was terrible, and practicing things recklessly was wrong too. I didn't know (and still hardly know) anything about true kung fu and chi kung, and learned stuff from kung fu movies. I would bang my arms on metal poles and cement poles thinking I was doing "good training". Well, in addition to all this, my older brother (father figure, since parents were divorced) was a gang member and repeatedly lost his mind and was suicidal quite a few times. As well I was shipped to the mountains by my mom during the summer of my junior year after a fight with some gang members. It was heart shattering, on top of all the drama gone through with my brother, to not finish senior year with all my friends and teamates (football and baseball). It was during the mountains that I started Falun Gong. Well, the drugs, drama, and chi kung created a terrible situation for me. I was not level headed at all. I read Master Wong's books on shaolin kung fu and Questions and answers and felt very fearful. Such words as "Serious Internal Damage" jumped out of the page like a wild tiger. I had never known one could seriously hurt themselves through wrong chi kung practice. The next year and a half were sooooo bad. Mental problems were faced as well as serious physical problems such as hyperventalating. Insomnia, anxiety, sucidal thoughts, depression, lack of confidence, maybe even mild schizophrenia along with constant fear made life quite miserable. Well I quit all drugs, gangs, bad living, chi kung (mostly though i tried a few here and there) and started doing stretches from Ohashi's book of oriental diagnosis to help regulate the meridians. I found the stretches helped even if they were just a placebo (which I don't think they were). I started getting much better due to lifestyle chang and started learning about all kinds of healing modalities (out of need for healing... lol..). I found a shaman in california who performed a shamanic healing for me and found myself getting better and better and better. I also read some books on the power of positive thinking and especially books by Dr. Serge King on the use of the mind for good health. I now (2 and a half years after starting falun gong) Feel like a million bucks compared to what i was like a year ago, but still can get much better I know. I am working and going to school and actually have learned a whole lot from this whole experience and am not completely regretful for what I had done to myself. I am hoping to find a good acupuncturist/t.c.m. doctor to go to for further health treatments. My life is much more wholesome and positive than it was before I even started abusing drugs some 3-4 years ago! And for this I am grateful. So, luckily, I have come out on top, but I still have alot of fear, and many questions, regarding chi kung that, if answered, I feel would benefit many people. So Thanks for reading this far and here are the questions!1. What are the safest/lowest risk methods of chi kung/internal exercises. Which can be learned from books. In regards to this question I will bring up Dr. Stephen T. Changs book "The Complete System of Self Healing - Internal Exercises" I mention this book because his other book, "The Complete Book of Acupuncture" is a standard text book for many T.C.M. schools. In his internal exercises book he gives many exercises, including advanced ones. I am curious if the lower/intermediate exercises are safe to practice while learned from a book. Such exercises as rubbing your arms and legs along meridian paths, clicking the teeth, swishing saliva and swallowing, heating and massaging the kidneys with your hands, tightening the abdomen while exhaling to loose excess weight, circular rubbing the abdomen and other such lower level exercises.
2. Is acupressure a form of Chi Kung, and what, if any, dangers or risks are involved in practicing acupressure? Can certain acupressure teqniques be learned from a book?
3. Does everyone's energetic/chi makeup follow set principles and patterns (such as how everyone's body's have set principles and patterns within the bone structure, organ makeup, nervous system etc.) What books or references are recommend that explain this energetic makeup. Basically are the principles in Chi Kung universal amongst all humans (for the most part), or are they a set of patterns to be developed and someone didn't know anything of them would they not have dan tians, and meridians?
4. What is the difference between chakras and dan tians? Which system is correct, the hindu or the chinese (nadi's and chakras vs. meridians and dan tians), or are they very similar? I feel these questions, if answered, could unify a universal human energetic make up that may one day be adopted by western medicine to help all humans around the world heal much easier, though I know this is a very lofty thought/hope.
5. What are the internal "happenings" that cause internal damage from qigong (we talking blockages of chi, popped blood vessels, ulcers?? etc.)? How does one correct this?
6. How does chi kung and acupuncture relate to ones own beliefs? If someone does not believe in chi kung or acupuncture, will it still have an effect on them? I have some personal experience related to this. I have noticed that the only time i fear chi kung damage has been done to me is when I THINK ABOUT IT! whenever I don't think about chi kung damage, it is as if I do not have any! but when i start thinking about it, then I feel some fear come along, maybe a bit floaty, and maybe even create some damage. It is only a theory, and I am not speaking of ultimadoms (spelling??) but i certainly have noticed the difference between thinking of chi kung damage and thinking keeping my mind on something totally nuetral like pizza or sports. Also, In Dr. Kings books (i am not quoting, but only recounting what i remember) I remember him saying all organic disorders are the physical manifestation of long term tension. And he states that all tension can be corrected by changing the beliefs/thinking patterns that created the tension. Now this is where it gets interesting. In Dr. Stephen T. Changs book of internal healing he mentions that the daoists didn't worry much about psycological problems saying that correcting the Chi flow will correct the psycological problem!! So according to both of them, tension = disturbed chi flow and to remove tension/disturbed chi flow = GREAT HEALTH! I know i don't know much about this, but this makes some sense to me. So, recap, How do beliefs/thinking relate to the power of chi kung/acupuncture working?
7. Can certain forms of qigong Cure (instead of reate) mental illness such as schiztophrenia, depression, and anxiety? If so, which ones help, and could mental hospitals use chi kung to save lives of those suffering on drugs and meds? I actually learned that certain shamanic healing methods can cure schiztophrenia, without meds or drugs.
8. I've heard that stretching can help balance meridians and chi. I read this in Ohashi's book of oriental diagnosis. Is this true, and is this why many western athletes and fitness practitioners ensure good health, sound mind, and long life even though they do not practice internal exercises such as qigong?
9. In B.K. Frantzis book "Opening the Energy Gates" or something like that, he says all the exercises in his book are the safest methods with the lowest risk. He gives a form of Zhang Zhuan or standing meditation as his first exercise, in a set that builds on previous chi kung exercises. He says to practice these in a sequence; in their correct order. Well a few exercises later he gives a torso twisting exercise that is found in SO many regular physical fitness/martial arts regimins. I was surprised because, according to his book, this exercise isn't supposed to be practiced until learining a Zhang Zhuan and others first. I was further surprised when I remembered Sifu Wong's book on shaolin kung fu, stating zhang zhuan was a very powerful exercise (and i believe he said it could cause internal damage) and here is master B.K. Frantzis giving it in a book as the first practice! EVEN MORE SURPRISING is when i read Dr. Stephen T. Changs book on internal self healing speaking on focusing the mind on the dan tians, saying that, and here i will quote, (about focusing the mind on one of the dan tians) "once you are able to feel heat, discontinue and forget the exercise. You have succeeded in accomplishing this difficult exercise, and you may apply your concentrative abilities to other areas of your life." - jog along further down the page- "But once you feel that heat, you should forget about the exercise. Continuing to do the exercise to experience the sensations can cause serious damages." Wow. Reading Sifu's Book on Shaolin Kung Fu, on zhang zhuan, he says to stand in horse stance and FOCUS THE MIND ON THE LOWER DAN TIAN (maybe not in those words). These are three very reputable chi kung masters with, what seems to me, three conflicting ideas. Who am I supposed to believe? Or am I looking at the situation wrong? Any clarification or advice would be greatly appreciated.
10. What are some examples of things people do naturally that balance, center, ground, and or strengthen chi flow? (swimming, walking on the beach, eating fresh fruits, hiking in nature, prayer etc.) To what extent can these types of things do in place of chi kung? What effect do they have on the energetic makeup? I don't believe jesus formally mentioned chi kung teqniques, yet reached a very high level of spirituality due to good morals and actions, or at least i think. This may be an example, good morals and actions, of things to do to help chi flow.
Well, I have given up on kung fu and chi kung -for now, until i learn more about it- because i feel its too dangerous and do not want to suffer from "serious damages" or "disintegrate into evil". I have chosen good ol' western boxing, diet, exercise, and positive thinking for now and hopefully acupuncture and herbs in the future. I would love some clarification on this subject but I, personally, am fine if I get none. I am more concerned with the american public getting answers to these questions, especially chi kung and martial arts practicioners. I just hope that someday there will be some qualified chi kung masters in the united states that form a clinic or something for those with chi kung "deviations", as for guys like us who know only what we read on the video tape, we have no chi kung masters to go to. And this is very disheartening. I also hope that someone will come up and put an end to all these chi kung/tai chi tapes and books that can so easily be bought and practiced without ever knowing how dangerous they can be. Maybe an episode on larry king live or 60 minutes talking of the responsibilities people need to take before buying one of these books or tapes. I had a book by mantak chia a while ago and gave it to my tae kwon do buddy in exchange for a pocket bible. This was before I knew of the powers of chi kung. The next time i saw him was in the psych ward at sequia hospital and i learned he had a history of mental illness. I am afraid the teqniques in the book elevated his previous problem. I have not heard from him since that time (couple days interval). I'm beginning to think that maybe lots of this stuff should have been kept secret, like they sometimes do in the movies. I know that there is much more good that comes from chi kung, but at the same time I wonder if it is worth it, considering the risks involved.
If anyone wants to help, I would be grateful to team up with some chi kung teachers to help spread the word of safety and understanding regarding chi kung amongst westerners. I have done advertising before and I actually have good communication skills now that I am healthy. I also know quite a lot of people in the bay area and would be willing to WORK to get something going. If anyone is interested let me know.
Comment