Dear Brothers and Sisters,
My name is Tim Hoorens, from Belgium.
As some of you may know, I left the school a couple of years back.
I have the great luck and opportunity to be kindly welcomed back by Sifu.
I would like to apologize to all of you, for my behavior towards Sifu, and my behavior towards all of you.
I was caught up in a negative spiral, with thoughts. It went from bad to worse.
Even though deep inside, I knew nothing made sense of what I was thinking, yet I followed my 'own way'.
Wich is not the way at all.
I kept everything inside, I became egoistic about some of my skills.
Unfortunally, other things happened around that same time, and made the confusion even greater, untill I could not see the trees through the woods anymore.
Long story short, I deviated bad. There have been some serious consequences I believe in my life, that I will have to carry.
I kept everything inside, and only cared about myself.
Whenever I would train my kungfu (or my own style, as I made myself believe) since I left, I could never make peace with myself,
as I learned everything from Sifu.
I am very sorry I might have caused confusion, and maybe even have cast doubt into some of you,
for wich I would like to apologize profoundly.
I am sorry, that I could not see, nor care, about the consequences towards others who might have a difficult time during cleansing or training in general.
The responsibility is fully mine, and I understand any bad feelings or doubt some of you might have towards me.
I would like to thank Andrew Siheng, for kindly allowing me back on the forum, for giving me this chance, and I would also like to apologize Siheng, for biting the hand that offered to help me.
I am sorry.
I would also like to apologize again towards Sifu.
Sifu, you have always been supportive towards me, and even when I fell, you have countless times tried to pick me up. I'm sorry for my mis-behavior, and my dis-trust.
I hope to prove that I am still worthy of being a student in our school.
I hope to catch up with alot of you in the future, and make some great friendships again. I lost a great friend on here, Brendan, and I hope you can forgive me my brother.
You are one out of a million.
Thanks for taking the time for reading this.
My best regards,
Tim
My name is Tim Hoorens, from Belgium.
As some of you may know, I left the school a couple of years back.
I have the great luck and opportunity to be kindly welcomed back by Sifu.
I would like to apologize to all of you, for my behavior towards Sifu, and my behavior towards all of you.
I was caught up in a negative spiral, with thoughts. It went from bad to worse.
Even though deep inside, I knew nothing made sense of what I was thinking, yet I followed my 'own way'.
Wich is not the way at all.
I kept everything inside, I became egoistic about some of my skills.
Unfortunally, other things happened around that same time, and made the confusion even greater, untill I could not see the trees through the woods anymore.
Long story short, I deviated bad. There have been some serious consequences I believe in my life, that I will have to carry.
I kept everything inside, and only cared about myself.
Whenever I would train my kungfu (or my own style, as I made myself believe) since I left, I could never make peace with myself,
as I learned everything from Sifu.
I am very sorry I might have caused confusion, and maybe even have cast doubt into some of you,
for wich I would like to apologize profoundly.
I am sorry, that I could not see, nor care, about the consequences towards others who might have a difficult time during cleansing or training in general.
The responsibility is fully mine, and I understand any bad feelings or doubt some of you might have towards me.
I would like to thank Andrew Siheng, for kindly allowing me back on the forum, for giving me this chance, and I would also like to apologize Siheng, for biting the hand that offered to help me.
I am sorry.
I would also like to apologize again towards Sifu.
Sifu, you have always been supportive towards me, and even when I fell, you have countless times tried to pick me up. I'm sorry for my mis-behavior, and my dis-trust.
I hope to prove that I am still worthy of being a student in our school.
I hope to catch up with alot of you in the future, and make some great friendships again. I lost a great friend on here, Brendan, and I hope you can forgive me my brother.
You are one out of a million.
Thanks for taking the time for reading this.
My best regards,
Tim
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