The Shaolin Journey - Part 10
29/10/2013
Bone Marrow cleansing - Bone Marrow level
I can’t believe how powerful this level can be. I have practiced one session just 2 days ago and I am going through many emotional breakdowns. For some reason I feel incredibly spiritual and many things come alive and touch my spirit when practicing this level. It is an experience that no one would be able to believe unless it is experienced.
I really understand masters now. How can they even describe what the practice of these arts can bring to a human being? It is so hard to explain all the things that I am going through that if I do I never make justice. Language is so limited when trying to describe Shaolin Arts...
I don’t exactly know where I am going to but the force that is leading me is so strong and powerful that I have to let it guide me. It feels very right and natural to do so.
I often wonder where have I been all this time. When I experience extreme mental clarity I understand what living in the now means. I feel alive. Everything feels alive. Shaolin Arts brought me to life again.
These arts never stop amazing me. When I feel so spiritual I can feel how my spirit is cleansing, how it is getting purer. I experience how powerful I am and how much help I always receive. I can feel a deep protection and care all around me.
I have been scared of having all these feelings for a long time. When I was younger I didn’t know anything about being spiritual. All I knew is that I loved life and everyone on it. For some reason, I started to ignore my heart and listen to others instead.
I remember that when I was younger I used to enjoy "Cosmic Showers" quite often. I could feel them coming and I was stopping whatever I was doing so I could receive the miracle with total awareness. I remember that sometimes happened when walking in the street. I was stopping, opening my heart, closing my eyes and enjoying the feeling.
When I learned "Cosmic Shower" with Sifu I found practice very familiar. I was saying to myself: I know this feeling. In fact, it was a big release. It was like coming back home. I finally found a place that nourished and understood that feeling. It gave me answers. It made me understand that it was in fact a blessing to feel all that.
I have always been a very sensitive person. I could feel things very intensely. That lead me to a lot of frustration. I just didn’t know how to manage it. Therefore, I chose to refuse that power. I understand now that power requires responsibility. Being so sensitive almost killed me. If it wasn’t for Sifu, I probably wouldn’t be alive.
I often cry thanking all the people that could understand what was happening to me. Until I arrived to Shaolin Wahnam no one seemed to understand what the problem was. I thought that I was going to go mad.
In Shaolin Wahnam, everything that I was experiencing happened to be so normal and natural that I just stayed. I wanted to stay because this family totally understood what I was going through and knew exactly how to help me.
I always had very high moral values. Watching people around me not following high moral standards usually frustrated me a lot. I could not understand why they could not see that they were hurting others and themselves.
That frustration made me try many wrong things. I felt the pain inside my heart while doing it. I felt the disgrace of going against my heart. I just could not go that way. I had to do good in my life. The high moral standards came with birth. I lost many friends because of that and I now understand what a big blessing was that.
Now I know that my heart was right. I just needed time to understand that I have to always listen and follow my heart. In my heart I can find all the answers. In my heart are all the instructions that I need to be happy and to find a joyful and a meaningful life.
An indescribable force is arising and empowering me to keep going. It is quite painful sometimes but the flow is pushing me so hard that I have to let it lead me.
The more I follow my heart the happier I am. I have discovered that every time that I nourish my heart with things that bring me joy I am feeding this incredible force that it is within me. A new dawn is arising inside.
Bodhidharma.jpg
(Picture taken from Wikipedia)
To be continued...
29/10/2013
Bone Marrow cleansing - Bone Marrow level
I can’t believe how powerful this level can be. I have practiced one session just 2 days ago and I am going through many emotional breakdowns. For some reason I feel incredibly spiritual and many things come alive and touch my spirit when practicing this level. It is an experience that no one would be able to believe unless it is experienced.
I really understand masters now. How can they even describe what the practice of these arts can bring to a human being? It is so hard to explain all the things that I am going through that if I do I never make justice. Language is so limited when trying to describe Shaolin Arts...
I don’t exactly know where I am going to but the force that is leading me is so strong and powerful that I have to let it guide me. It feels very right and natural to do so.
I often wonder where have I been all this time. When I experience extreme mental clarity I understand what living in the now means. I feel alive. Everything feels alive. Shaolin Arts brought me to life again.
These arts never stop amazing me. When I feel so spiritual I can feel how my spirit is cleansing, how it is getting purer. I experience how powerful I am and how much help I always receive. I can feel a deep protection and care all around me.
I have been scared of having all these feelings for a long time. When I was younger I didn’t know anything about being spiritual. All I knew is that I loved life and everyone on it. For some reason, I started to ignore my heart and listen to others instead.
I remember that when I was younger I used to enjoy "Cosmic Showers" quite often. I could feel them coming and I was stopping whatever I was doing so I could receive the miracle with total awareness. I remember that sometimes happened when walking in the street. I was stopping, opening my heart, closing my eyes and enjoying the feeling.
When I learned "Cosmic Shower" with Sifu I found practice very familiar. I was saying to myself: I know this feeling. In fact, it was a big release. It was like coming back home. I finally found a place that nourished and understood that feeling. It gave me answers. It made me understand that it was in fact a blessing to feel all that.
I have always been a very sensitive person. I could feel things very intensely. That lead me to a lot of frustration. I just didn’t know how to manage it. Therefore, I chose to refuse that power. I understand now that power requires responsibility. Being so sensitive almost killed me. If it wasn’t for Sifu, I probably wouldn’t be alive.
I often cry thanking all the people that could understand what was happening to me. Until I arrived to Shaolin Wahnam no one seemed to understand what the problem was. I thought that I was going to go mad.
In Shaolin Wahnam, everything that I was experiencing happened to be so normal and natural that I just stayed. I wanted to stay because this family totally understood what I was going through and knew exactly how to help me.
I always had very high moral values. Watching people around me not following high moral standards usually frustrated me a lot. I could not understand why they could not see that they were hurting others and themselves.
That frustration made me try many wrong things. I felt the pain inside my heart while doing it. I felt the disgrace of going against my heart. I just could not go that way. I had to do good in my life. The high moral standards came with birth. I lost many friends because of that and I now understand what a big blessing was that.
Now I know that my heart was right. I just needed time to understand that I have to always listen and follow my heart. In my heart I can find all the answers. In my heart are all the instructions that I need to be happy and to find a joyful and a meaningful life.
An indescribable force is arising and empowering me to keep going. It is quite painful sometimes but the flow is pushing me so hard that I have to let it lead me.
The more I follow my heart the happier I am. I have discovered that every time that I nourish my heart with things that bring me joy I am feeding this incredible force that it is within me. A new dawn is arising inside.
Bodhidharma.jpg
(Picture taken from Wikipedia)
To be continued...
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