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    Open apology to the Shaolin Wahnam Family

    Dear Brothers and Sisters,

    My name is Tim Hoorens, from Belgium.

    As some of you may know, I left the school a couple of years back.

    I have the great luck and opportunity to be kindly welcomed back by Sifu.

    I would like to apologize to all of you, for my behavior towards Sifu, and my behavior towards all of you.

    I was caught up in a negative spiral, with thoughts. It went from bad to worse.
    Even though deep inside, I knew nothing made sense of what I was thinking, yet I followed my 'own way'.

    Wich is not the way at all.

    I kept everything inside, I became egoistic about some of my skills.
    Unfortunally, other things happened around that same time, and made the confusion even greater, untill I could not see the trees through the woods anymore.

    Long story short, I deviated bad. There have been some serious consequences I believe in my life, that I will have to carry.

    I kept everything inside, and only cared about myself.

    Whenever I would train my kungfu (or my own style, as I made myself believe) since I left, I could never make peace with myself,
    as I learned everything from Sifu.

    I am very sorry I might have caused confusion, and maybe even have cast doubt into some of you,
    for wich I would like to apologize profoundly.

    I am sorry, that I could not see, nor care, about the consequences towards others who might have a difficult time during cleansing or training in general.

    The responsibility is fully mine, and I understand any bad feelings or doubt some of you might have towards me.



    I would like to thank Andrew Siheng, for kindly allowing me back on the forum, for giving me this chance, and I would also like to apologize Siheng, for biting the hand that offered to help me.

    I am sorry.

    I would also like to apologize again towards Sifu.

    Sifu, you have always been supportive towards me, and even when I fell, you have countless times tried to pick me up. I'm sorry for my mis-behavior, and my dis-trust.

    I hope to prove that I am still worthy of being a student in our school.


    I hope to catch up with alot of you in the future, and make some great friendships again. I lost a great friend on here, Brendan, and I hope you can forgive me my brother.
    You are one out of a million.


    Thanks for taking the time for reading this.

    My best regards,
    Tim

  • David Langford
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    Tim, I hope you can get it together soon. If you are going to be working for the Federal Police it would behoove you to have a stable mind and stable emotions.

    Best wishes,

    David

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    Guest replied
    Hello,

    Ok, how do I put this. I am out, I leave this 'school' for good. And for real this time.

    Not discussing this disturbing stuff any further.
    Last edited by Tim Hoorens; 21st February 2018, 02:32 PM.

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    Guest replied
    Thank you very much Siheng, for your kind words!

    Happy new year to you to!

    Best wishes,
    Tim

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  • Charles David
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    Hi, Tim!

    Happy New Year! It takes a lot of wisdom and courage to admit wrongdoing. I wish you all the best in your training, and the righteous path you are taking.

    With Shaolin Salutation,


    Charles

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    Guest replied
    Welcome back Tim, keep smiling

    Best wishes as always
    Mark
    Thank you, Siheng

    Hey Tim!

    Good to have you back!


    Keep on smiling!
    Thank you, Siheng


    Thanks for the warm welcome back everybody. And thank you all for your best wishes!

    Much blessings to all of you,
    Tim

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  • Anton S.
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    Hey Tim!

    Good to have you back!


    Keep on smiling!
    Anton

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  • Mark CH
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    Welcome back Tim, keep smiling

    Best wishes as always
    Mark

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  • Guest's Avatar
    Guest replied
    If you regret your previous wrongs and start to lead a righteous life, you are worth more than your weight in gold.
    - A Chinese saying

    Welcome back, brother.
    Dear Siheng,

    Thank you for your kind words.

    I will do my best. And thank you for being such a great example to look up to.

    Hi Tim,

    Welcome back! I hope things are going well for you!
    Dear Siheng, thanks alot

    Things are going really well. Tomorrow I have a great chance, my first training/ testing day under the federal police.
    I hope to show the integrity and character that they are looking for.

    My best regards,
    Tim

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  • Matt F.
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    Hi Tim,

    Welcome back! I hope things are going well for you!

    -Matt

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  • Markus Kahila
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    If you regret your previous wrongs and start to lead a righteous life, you are worth more than your weight in gold.
    - A Chinese saying
    Welcome back, brother.


    Best wishes,

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    Guest replied
    Welcome back Tim. Good luck on your journey.
    Thank you Siheng

    Welcome back Tim

    May we see each other again soon in the near future.
    Thank you Siheng, I look very much forward to that

    Best regards,
    Tim

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  • LeeWeiJoo
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    Welcome back Tim

    May we see each other again soon in the near future.

    With Shaolin Salute,
    Lee Wei Joo

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  • barrys
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    Welcome back Tim. Good luck on your journey.

    With metta,

    Barry

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    Guest replied
    Thank you everybody, it means alot to me.

    ...and best wishes with all your good new year resolutions
    Thank you Siheng . My best wishes to you to, and to your beautiful family.


    Welcome back Tim! Look forward to training with you again someday soon!
    Thank you Siheng . Looking forward to this aswell Best of luck for the upcoming Valentine courses!


    Blessings for your personal and Shaolin journey!

    I am looking forward to meeting you again somewhere around the globe.
    Thank you very much for your blessings Sije Life is smiling as I have a great opportunity this week.
    I also look forward meeting you again. Many blessings.

    Warm regards,
    Tim

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