Asking for help/advice on what steps to take

[Jinkaku]

Thank you, Sifu Damian for your kind reply. That makes one thing I shouldn't worry about. ?

[Jinkaku]

Dear family

I am sorry for yet another message.
As some of you might know, one of the symptoms of schizophrenia is decompensation. That's when you start to have hallucinations, etc.
I wrote some of my messages here under that awful state.

I follow Sifu's advice since 2022 but still decompensated that year and the following.
I sent him a mail fearing that it might start again

I got no response unfortunately. And it is really starting to happen.
From a Wahnam viewpoint, what can I do to stop this?

Thank you in advance.

[Bernhard]

Hello Alonso

You may not like the answer but just practice.

Some developments need time, lots of time. I remember a few years ago i had quite a few months were i thought i don't develop. It is like an onion, layer by layer you heal and strengthen yourself.

Now when i recognize an issue sometimes the healing or to get it to flow is fast and sometimes it takes quite a while. For example for about a month now i have had slight pressure or pain in my neck. At first nearly everyday but now seldom. For a month now i have sometimes that i kind of drum my neck in chi flow. I do not know what the issue is. I think calmness is important here.

Or a different issue. I am working on self-assurance for years now. I clearly improved. But there was still an issue lately.

By the way mental clarity is a really important thing i understood lately. It improves everything. With mental clarity you are in a better position to solve your problems. Even if you only take mental clarity, Qigong is a huge blessing.

You will be healthy one day.

Greetings
Bernhard

[Jinkaku]

Dear Bernhard,

I see no issue with your post. Your experience surely helps.

Thank you, brother.

[Damian Kissey]

Why does cleansing occur again after the initial processes of cleansing, building and nourishing? This is because there are various stages of cleansing. For convenience, we may divide cleansing into two main categories:

1. Mundane Cleansing.
2. Supra-Mundane Cleansing.

..quoted from https://shaolin.org/general-2/cleans...eansing05.html

[Jinkaku]

My dear family,

I hope things are going well for everyone here, school member or not.

I come here to talk a little bit about my progress.
I was given advice by a fellow brother here on the forum, but I had a lot of trouble following his advice, for reasons that I will not expand on here. But basically I was not following his advice.

Then I had another episode.
And came back to reality. That's usually when I get lost and ask for advice.
But this time I chose differently. I thank those who have given me advice. The fact that you cared makes my heart open.

Dear brothers, last week I saw a reduction in my medication.
MANY nasty symptoms have disappeared, and I have seen things with clarity. I really WASN'T following the advice. I didn't clearly see it until today.

I came here to thank and apologize to my brothers.
I decided to follow Sifu's former advice. Practice Lifting the Sky and Carrying the Moon. Thinking positive thoughts about me and others. Blessing others.

So there.
May this great family grow and grow for the benefit of all sentient beings.

With love,
Jinkaku

[Damian Kissey]

Thanks Jinkaku for sharing, and congrats with best wishes in all your good endeavors

[Bernhard]

All the best to you Alonso. May you overcome the disharmony and tension you are burdened with.

[Jinkaku]

I am sorry for my last message.
I regret it now.

Long live, my brothers and sisters.